Sunday, October 31, 2021

I love to See the Temple

“My beloved brethren and sisters, we greet you again in a great worldwide conference of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.

Alma declared, “O that I were an angel, and could have the wish of mine heart, that I might go forth and speak with the trump of God, with a voice to shake the earth, and cry repentance unto every people!” (Alma 29:1).

 

We have reached a point where we can almost do that. The proceedings of this conference will be carried across the world, and the speakers will be heard and seen by Latter-day Saints on every continent. We have come a very long way in realizing the fulfillment of the vision set forth in the book of Revelation: “And I saw another angel fly in the midst of heaven, having the everlasting gospel to preach unto them that dwell on the earth, and to every nation, and kindred, and tongue, and people” (Rev. 14:6).

 

What a tremendous occasion this is, my brothers and sisters. It is difficult to comprehend. We speak from this marvelous Conference Center. I know of no other building to compare with it. We are as one great family, representatives of the human family in this vast and beautiful world.

Many of you participated in the dedication of the Nauvoo temple last June. It was a great and marvelous occasion, one to be long remembered. We not only dedicated a magnificent building, a house of the Lord, but we also dedicated a beautiful memorial to the Prophet Joseph Smith.

In 1841, two years after he came to Nauvoo, he broke ground for a house of the Lord that should stand as a crowning jewel to the work of God.

It is difficult to believe that in those conditions and under those circumstances a structure of such magnificence was designed to stand on what was then the frontier of America.

I doubt, I seriously doubt, that there was another structure of such design and magnificence in all the state of Illinois.

It was to be dedicated to the work of the Almighty, to accomplish His eternal purposes.

No effort was spared. No sacrifice was too great. Through the next five years men chiseled stone and laid footings and foundation, walls and ornamentation. Hundreds went to the north, there to live for a time to cut lumber, vast quantities of it, and then bind it together to form rafts which were floated down the river to Nauvoo. Beautiful moldings were cut from that lumber. Pennies were gathered to buy nails. Unimaginable sacrifice was made to procure glass. They were building a temple to God, and it had to be the very best of which they were capable.

In the midst of all of this activity, the Prophet and his brother Hyrum were killed in Carthage on the 27th of June 1844.

None of us living today can comprehend what a disastrous blow that was to the Saints. Their leader was gone—he, the man of visions and revelations. He was not only their leader. He was their prophet. Great was their sorrow, terrible their distress.

But Brigham Young, President of the Quorum of the Twelve, picked up the reins. Joseph had placed his authority upon the shoulders of the Apostles. Brigham determined to finish the temple, and the work went on. By day and by night they pursued their objective, notwithstanding all of the threats hurled against them by lawless mobs. In 1845 they knew they could not stay in the city they had built from the swamplands of the river. They knew they must leave. It became a time of feverish activity: first, to complete the temple, and secondly, to build wagons and gather supplies to move into the wilderness of the West.

Ordinance work was begun before the temple was entirely completed. It went on feverishly until, in the cold of the winter of 1846, the people began to close the doors of their homes and wagons moved slowly down Parley Street to the water’s edge, then across the river and up the banks on the Iowa side.

Movement continued. The river froze over, it was so bitter cold. But it made it possible for them to move on the ice.

Back to the east they looked for the last time to the city of their dreams and the temple of their God. Then they looked to the west to a destiny they did not know.

The temple was subsequently dedicated, and those who dedicated it said “amen” and moved on. The building was later burned by an arsonist who almost lost his life in the evil process. A tornado finally toppled most of what was left. The house of the Lord, the great objective of their labors, was gone.

Nauvoo became almost a ghost city. It faded until it almost died. The site of the temple was plowed and planted. The years passed, and there slowly followed an awakening. Our people, descendants of those who once lived there, had stir within them the memories of their forebears, with a desire to honor those who had paid so terrible a price. Gradually the city came alive again, and there was a restoration of parts of Nauvoo.

Under the prompting of the Spirit, and motivated by the desires of my father, who had served as mission president in that area and who wished to rebuild the temple for the centennial of Nauvoo but was never able to do so, we announced in the April conference of 1999 that we would rebuild that historic edifice.

Excitement filled the air. Men and women came forth with a desire to be helpful. Large contributions of money and skills were offered. Again, no expense was spared. We were to rebuild the house of the Lord as a memorial to the Prophet Joseph and as an offering to our God. On the recent 27th of June, in the afternoon at about the same time Joseph and Hyrum were shot in Carthage 158 years earlier, we held the dedication of the magnificent new structure. It is a place of great beauty. It stands on exactly the same site where the original temple stood. Its outside dimensions are those of the original. It is a fitting and appropriate memorial to the great Prophet of this dispensation, Joseph the Seer.

How grateful I am, how profoundly grateful for what has happened. Today, facing west, on the high bluff overlooking the city of Nauvoo, thence across the Mississippi, and over the plains of Iowa, there stands Joseph’s temple, a magnificent house of God. Here in the Salt Lake Valley, facing east to that beautiful temple in Nauvoo, stands Brigham’s temple, the Salt Lake Temple. They look toward one another as bookends between which there are volumes that speak of the suffering, the sorrow, the sacrifice, even the deaths of thousands who made the long journey from the Mississippi River to the valley of the Great Salt Lake.

Nauvoo became the 113th working temple. We have since dedicated another in The Hague, Netherlands, making 114 in all. These wonderful buildings of various sizes and architectural designs are now scattered through the nations of the earth. They have been constructed to accommodate our people in carrying forward the work of the Almighty, whose design it is to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man (see Moses 1:39). These temples have been constructed to be used. We honor our Father as we make use of them.

At the opening of the conference, I urge you, my brethren and sisters, to utilize the temples of the Church.

Go there and carry forward the great and marvelous work which the God of heaven has outlined for us. There let us learn of His ways and His plans. There let us make covenants that will lead us in paths of righteousness, unselfishness, and truth. There let us be joined as families under an eternal covenant administered under the authority of the priesthood of God.

And there may we extend these same blessings to those of previous generations, even our own forebears who await the service which we can now give.

May the blessings of heaven rest upon you, my beloved brethren and sisters. May the Spirit of Elijah touch your hearts and prompt you to do that work for others who cannot move forward unless you do so. May we rejoice in the glorious privilege that is ours, I humbly pray in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.”

President Gordon B. Hinckley, October 2002

Saturday, October 30, 2021

My notes of D & C 124

We are now in Illinois. Two years have passed since the last revelation. This section marks 21 years since the First Vision and 11 years since the restoration. 

Thanks to the good people of Quincy, Illinois, the Saints survived. 

 

Section 124 was given to the Prophet Joseph Smith at Nauvoo Illinois, on January 19th 1841. Because of increasing persecution and illegal procedures against the Saints by public officers they had been compelled to leave Missouri. The extermination order issued by Governor Boggs dated October 27, 1838 left them no alternative. In 1841 when this revelation was given the city of Nauvoo occupying the site of the former village of Commerce, Illinois, had been built up by hard work of the Saints and here the headquarters of the Church had been established. That land was cheap and no one wanted it. It was infested with mosquitos. It was a swamp so they changed the name from Commerce to Nauvoo which in Hebrew means Beautiful. After a few years, Nauvoo became prosperous, it was compared to Chicago, all because of their blood, sweat and tears to build it. Here is a new chance to build His house and it was completed. Sadly, they did not know it then but after four years of hard work, it only lasted two months as the Saints had to leave Nauvoo once again. It was burned and totally destroyed.

 

The Lord starts by saying, “Thank You” for making the new city of Zion beautiful. The Lord chooses the weak things of the earth. Speak with power, wisdom and meekness through the Holy Ghost. On -going revelation. Kingdoms come and kingdoms go but the power of the Lord’s kingdom will stay forever. Let people know what the Lord’s kingdom has to offer. Our purpose is to prepare the earth for the second coming. On April 6,1845, the proclamation is written in a 16-page document. Promises of perfecting the Saints. Have integrity and love what is right. Be without guile, love your testimony and the things that God has in store unto you. Seek to bless the poor and the needy. Harken unto the voice of the Lord.

 

This section tells of who is who. Hyrum is solid gold. Bennett sadly did not live up to his blessings. A reminder that those blessings will come to pass “if “we obey. If we do not do what we are asked to do, we have no promise. Those who have passed, like David Patten, Edward Patridge and Joseph Smith Sr. are among those great souls sitting next to Abraham communing with God. They endured to the end. They were to build a beautiful house of the Lord where baptisms for the dead will be revealed that even the grave is not too late, death is not the end. What happens to all the people who never heard of Jesus Christ? How could they be born again to fulfilled the ordinance of salvation? The Temple is the answer. It was set up that way even before the formation of the world. We dedicate a Holy place. 

They are to also build a boarding house like the Hotel Utah where travelers will feel the spirit and are given the chance to find truth. A beautiful house, not polluted with smocking etc. A place to develop real lasting friendships. It will cost money to build this house but it will pay for itself as a for profit venture. You may invest buying stock in an orderly manner. There is a minimum and a maximum and you can pass ownership to the future generations. What level of sacrifice can you contribute?

 

Give your best shot to keep your word obeying the commandments. Just because you haven’t succeeded, keep it up. It’s proof that you are still trying. Is the trajectory of your life that matters, not the length of your life, if death come quickly is about enduring to the end. This is the time when things need to be done in order. The fullness of the priesthood is restored in Nauvoo. The Temple is where you as an individual receive revelation. Is the place where God will speak to your heart and mind. A quiet, peaceful place in the celestial room used for reflection no matter what is happening outside. Be still and know that I am God and this is my House. This is where we learn the Lord’s law. The Church spares no expense when it comes to building a Temple. Temples are physical manifestations of our faith. Should we invest in the Lord’s kingdom? Yes! 

 

There are some things that were reserved for our day. Be open for the on- going revelation in our day. Procedures change with time but not the Doctrine. A temple wedding is only the start. What matters is what you do afterwards to have a temple marriage. Is like having an empty jar that you fill with good fruit in it and seal it. 

The Lord will accept our offerings because of our efforts. Rest in peace that you did what you could in Missouri. It was not your fault that things did not get finished. Those who prevented from the work going forward will suffer the consequences. If you love me, keep my commandments. William Law, ended up going down the deep end and turned against Joseph Smith and was responsible for his death, pride was always his problem and Sydney Rigdom a spokesman, and right had for Joseph, sadly, did not stay faithful but on the other hand, Hiram, his older brother was right behind Joseph. His son Joseph F Smith and grandson Joseph Fielding Smith and today Elder Ballard are his descendants who remained faithful.  Oliver fell away, he eventually returned. None of us are irreplaceable in the kingdom of God. 

 

(1 Cor. 10:13) You are not tempted above what you are able. Be willing to roll up your sleeves and get to work like the parable of the talents. Live up to your covenants. Repent, be charitable, keep your covenants, put your “stock” into the Kingdom of God. Be a believer in the Book of Mormon. Where your heart is, there will be your treasure. Our patriarchal blessing is there to keep us from faltering but is up to us!  The Church is finally ready to get organized. The Finances get in place. The Church structure and who will fill up all the callings are pronounced, so many positions to fulfill. The work is moving forward. You may raise your hand and approve or disapprove. God can accomplish the work of proclaiming the gospel to kings, rulers, high and low, to all nations, rich and poor. Express your feelings with the power of the Holy Ghost but don’t be pushy. Don’t try to reason gospel principles. People will soften their hearts and in due time, those who are prepared will listen and some may or may not choose to be baptized and that is ok.

Prophets, seers and revelators are not infallible. 

 

 

In Summery the themes of section 124: 

1-14 Joseph Smith is commanded to make a solemn proclamation of the gospel to the President of the United States, the governors, and the rulers of all nations.

15-21 Hiram Smith, David Patten, Joseph Smith Sr. and others among the living and the dead are blessed for their integrity and virtues. 

22-28 The Saints are commanded to build both a house for the entertainment of strangers and the temple in Nauvoo.

29-36 Baptisms for the dead are to be performed in temples

37-44 The Lord’s people always build temples for the performance of holy ordinances 

45-55 The Saints are excused from building the temple in Jackson County because of the oppression of their enemies

56-83 directions are given for the building of the Nauvoo House 

84-96 Hiram Smith is called to be a patriarch to receive the keys and to stand in the place of Oliver Cowdery

97-122 William Law and others are counseled in their labors

123-145 General and local officers are named along with their duties and quorum affiliations. 

 

Verses I marked

124:7-8 Proclaim your testimony to anyone including kings and rulers 

124: 15 Have integrity and love what is right (Job 27:5) “till I die I will not remove mine integrity from me.” 

124: 20 Be without guile (deceit) and love your testimony

124: 21 Seek to bless the poor

124: 23 The Nauvoo House where people will be welcome

124:29 Temple work 

124: 44 Labor with all your might 

124:49 Do your best 

124: 55 Build temples even when is inconvenient to receive blessings 

124: 87 Trust in God and keep the commandments

124:88 Proclaiming the gospel 

124: 92-94 what is bound on earth is bound in heaven 

124: 96 Bear record of the things God had shown unto you

124: 110 Hearken to the voice of the Lord

124: 113 Prove faithful in all things you are entrusted with

124: 116 Repent, be charitable, cease to do evil, don’t slander

124: 119 Be a believer of the Book of Mormon and Doctrine and Covenants

124: 135 Stake Presidents are servants 

124:143 Perfecting the Saints                                                                                                                                           

When reading those verses this scripture came to mind.                                                                                                 Moses 1: 39 For behold this is my work and my glory to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man. 

 

My “take –aways” when reading section 124

*To me is a testimony of how the Savior is in Charge of His Church no matter what some individuals do or not do. 

*To read my patriarchal blessing because it will be up to me “if” I receive those blessings. 

*Find a way to serve in my calling even when I don’t see immediate results, keep it up and keep going. Don’t give up. Accept any calling  and never resign from a calling.  

 


Friday, October 29, 2021

And what If?

Thought of the week 

 

From the kitchen window in Nauvoo Sarah Kimball watched the Nauvoo Temple being built. Sarah wanted to help in the building process and because of her wish to help with the temple, the idea of the Relief Society was born. 


During this time, Sarah Kimball and Margaret Cook wanted to establish a sewing society to help out the people working on the temple so they asked Eliza R. Snow to write a set of bylaws for their society and took them to Joseph Smith and presented them to him and asked if they were appropriate and good and he said, “they are wonderful” but he said, “Meet together with your group of women on the top floor of my red brick store on March 17th and I have something better for you.” Twenty women were present that day among those women was Emma Smith who was sustained to be the first Relief Society President. He told the women in that meeting that the Church was never perfectly organized until the women were thus organized and Eliza who was taken minutes of these meetings remembered that he said: “Although the name may be of modern date, the institution is of ancient origin. 


We were told by our martyred prophet that the same organization existed in the Church anciently.” Joseph Smith met with the sisters within those first weeks and months of the Relief Society of Nauvoo and he was teaching them what they should do but the important thing is that they were established under the authority of the priesthood. They had a president called who had counselors so they were organized after the pattern of the priesthood and they were given authority and blessings of the priesthood. One of their assignments was in helping the poor and to assist by correcting the morals and strengthening the virtues of the female community so they had a great opportunity of influence in Nauvoo and they thought they were only going to build a temple by sewing. 


Joseph Smith said: “This society is to get instruction through the order which God has established through the medium of those appointed to lead and I now turn the key to you in the name of God and this Society shall rejoice and knowledge and intelligence shall flow down from this time. this is the beginning of better days to this society.” This is clear example of how women are part of this work. Women and men in Nauvoo were building physically side by side and spiritually building up the Saints. Today is the same things, The Relief Society has a mandate to save souls to lead the women of the world, to strengthen the homes of Zion, and to build the kingdom of God. Today over 7 million women, in over 188 countries belong to the Relief Society. Jean B. Bingham is the General President. 


Con amor,

Vero

                                                                                                

Thursday, October 28, 2021

The four C's

The Four C’s: Curiosity, Confidence, Courage, Constancy

 

“Somehow I can’t believe that there are any heights that can’t be scaled by a man who knows the secrets of making dreams come true. This special secret, it seems to me, can be summarized in four C s. They are curiosity, confidence, courage, and constancy, and the greatest of all is confidence. When you believe in a thing, believe in it all the way, implicitly and unquestionable.”-Walt Disney

 

First of all, I have to just say that I LOVE WALT DISNEY but too bad the movies are not the same compare to what they used to be. Shame on them.  I didn’t care for Cruella or the new Cinderella. I don’t know why they don’t let kids be kids. Why introduce them to the ugly side of our society. Anyway, I just think it’s too bad. Before they changed I loved how all tales started with Once Upon a Time… and ended Happily Ever After… and Imagination and Dreams Coming True….  I suppose that is why people of all ages are attracted to their characters. 

 

I love Walt’s quote I began with. And I love the four C’s he talks about. I found this article about it. 

 

“Curiosity is what fuels our imaginations. It drives us to learn and explore and expand our view of what this world could be.

 

Confidence is what helps us to chase after the things we dream about. It helps us remember that we are capable of more than we can begin to imagine we are.

 

Courage is what keeps us going when things get tough. It helps us stand up when we fall and it allows us to stand alone when need be.

 

Constancy is what allows us to keep moving forward in spite of our fears and in spite of our failures. It also inspires others to trust us along the way.

 

I love that he pointed out that confidence was the greatest of all of these.

 

The dictionary defines confidence as: 1. the feeling or belief that one can rely on someone or something; firm trust. 2. the state of feeling certain about the truth of something. 3. A feeling of self-assurance arising from one’s appreciation of one’s own abilities or qualities. Those are the qualities I saw in Daniel. We celebrated twelve years of marriage this month and I have complete confidence that we are in it for the long haul, eternity! 

 

I believe the true meaning of confidence is the combination of all three of those.  In my own life I have found that my confidence comes as a result of 1. A belief that I can always rely on God. 2. Feeling certain that I can trust God completely. 3. A self-assurance that comes from knowing and appreciating that God created me with every talent and gift I would need to accomplish everything I am meant to in this life, and that if I do my part to develop those gifts and talents that He will help me to become everything I am capable of becoming and help me accomplish everything I meant to. Those three things will always equal confidence for anyone who has them.

 

It’s that confidence that encourages us to take our curiosity and begin to imagine what might be, in my case, a new marriage. It’s that confidence that gives us the courage to explore and invent and create. We have created a loving relationship.  It’s that confidence that leads us to believe in MAGIC!

 

To all our children and grandchildren that we adore, have a magical day everyone and remember that dreams really do come true…”

 

Con amor,

Vero

Wednesday, October 27, 2021

Beauty is found in the heart

If you were to rank most deadly animals to humans to least deadly taking animals such as crocodiles, dogs, lions, sharks, mosquitos and snakes. Mosquitos rank the highest over 800, 000 deaths per year compare to 60,000 for snakes, 17, 000 from dogs, 1,000 from crocodiles, 100 from lions and 6 from sharks. 

 

After being forced out of Missouri during the winter of 1838-39, the Saints moved two hundred miles to the Northeast. They began to settle a swamp area across the Mississippi River, originally named Commerce, Illinois. By July 1839, there was an outbreak of Malaria because of the mosquitoes in the swampy area. Malaria continued to afflict the Saints into 1840. 

 

It is interesting how Joseph Smith changed the name of Commerce to Nauvoo which in Hebrew means beautiful or a beautiful place. What’s so beautiful about malaria filled swamps? In the eyes of many, probably nothing. “the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart.’ (1 Samuel 16: 7) Thankfully, the Saints could find beauty even in a place like that because the Lord can see the beauty in any circumstance. One of the ways Nauvoo became beautiful was the people that dwelt in it and the temple.

 

Con amor,

Vero

Tuesday, October 26, 2021

Good News

I heard some good news yesterday but it is something I can’t share yet. What I will share are other good news that puts a smile on my face. Here are a few examples: 

The Giant Panda in no longer an endangered species 

The Ocean Cleanup project plans has cleaned up 40% of Ocean-plastics 

China has ended the ivory trade in their country 

The U S Veteran Homelessness has declined by 50% in the last decade

The Ice bucket challenge some of you did a few years ago, provided ALS research to identify a gen associated with the disease. 

China put a ban on new coal mines also 15% of their economy are using renewable energy 

The Manatee is no longer on the endangered species list 

Colombian Government and the FARC have signed a peace agreement 

A drone called Juno flew over 445 million miles to orbit Jupiter and learn about the origin of our solar system. 

Canada protected 85% of the Great Bear world largest Rainforest

Measles has been eradicated from the American Continent 

Malawi saw its HIV rate among children drop by 67%

20 countries created 40 protected marine parks, covering an area the size of U.S.A.

Israel produces 55% of its freshwater from the Sea turning the desert into farmland 

An Ebola vaccine was develop with a 100% success rate

A Coronavirus vaccine was developed 

Tiger numbers are on the rise for the first time in 100 years 

Einstein’s theory of gravitational waves have been proven correct

90% of Costa Rica’s electrical grid runs on renewable energy 

India planted 50 million trees in 24 hours with 800, 000 volunteers 

World hunger has reached its lowest point in 25 years! 

 

And… so on and so forth but my favorite is the fact that world hunger has reached the lowest point in 25 years! 

 

Con amor,

Vero

Monday, October 25, 2021

One year anniversary

Yesterday marked the anniversary of my Uncle Franklin’s passing. It has been a hard year for the Henriquez family. He was such a dear uncle. Incidentally yesterday also marked the anniversary of abuelo Hermes Passing. I never had a chance to meet Daniel’s father but I know someday I will. He was an extraordinary man, one of a kind who left a wonderful legacy.  We are hoping to visit Abuela Nela while Vale is visiting.

 

Happy to report that in exactly one month it will be Thanksgiving and we are going to be in Utah this year. We miss that special Holiday that is only celebrated in the U.S. and occasionally, we have been fortunate to go on vacation during this particularly special time of the year.  We miss the turkey dinners and all the trimmings. It’s so wonderful to see family and learn what they are up to. We can’t wait. 

 

Daniel is super busy at work as always. We got our friends Ann and Gregg Phillips get settled back in Argentina. They arrived to start their mission right before the pandemic, and had go back home. They had been waiting all this time to come back. They wanted to make sure we told you that they send their love. We appreciate that the Phillips were the only friends who traveled to Nebraska for Ani’s and Spencer’s wedding. They get teary eyed each time they say that. “Know that you are loved.”

 

We are also going to be welcoming our friends Ines and Alan Walker back to Argentina and will be saying good bye to our dear friends the Haynies who are returning home. A lot of changes happening in the South America South Area before the year ends and guess who needs to get the logistics prepared for all the changes? Daniel, of course. 

 

This past week, we have been reading all about Joseph Smith’s Liberty jail. Sad that many of us have forgotten all of what he went through in that dungeon cell with awful conditions for some of the coldest months of the year and what the Saints suffered as they were spelled from county to county but my take away from what they experienced is that better days are always in the horizon as the Lord told Joseph: “Peace be unto thy soul; thine adversity and thine afflictions shall be but a small moment.” D & C 121:7 

 

Con amor,

Vero 

 

 

Sunday, October 24, 2021

Where is the Pavilion

Talk given in October 2012 by Elder Eyring

 

“In the depths of his anguish in Liberty Jail, the Prophet Joseph Smith cried out: “O God, where art thou? And where is the pavilion that covereth thy hiding place?”1 Many of us, in moments of personal anguish, feel that God is far from us. The pavilion that seems to intercept divine aid does not cover God but occasionally covers us. God is never hidden, yet sometimes we are, covered by a pavilion of motivations that draw us away from God and make Him seem distant and inaccessible. Our own desires, rather than a feeling of “Thy will be done,”2 create the feeling of a pavilion blocking God. God is not unable to see us or communicate with us, but we may be unwilling to listen or submit to His will and His time.

 

Our feelings of separation from God will diminish as we become more childlike before Him. That is not easy in a world where the opinions of other human beings can have such an effect on our motives. But it will help us recognize this truth: God is close to us and aware of us and never hides from His faithful children.

My three-year-old granddaughter illustrated the power of innocence and humility to connect us with God. She went with her family to the open house of the Brigham City Temple in Utah. In one of the rooms of that beautiful building, she looked around and asked, “Mommy, where is Jesus?” Her mother explained that she would not see Jesus in the temple, but she would be able to feel His influence in her heart. Eliza carefully considered her mother’s response and then seemed satisfied and said, “Oh, Jesus is gone helping someone,” she concluded.

No pavilion obscured Eliza’s understanding or obstructed her view of reality. God is close to her, and she feels close to Him. She knew that the temple is the house of the Lord but also understood that the resurrected and glorified Jesus Christ has a body and can only be in one place at a time.3 If He was not at His house, she recognized that He must be in another place. And from what she knows of the Savior, she knew that He would be somewhere doing good for His Father’s children. It was clear that she had hoped to see Jesus, not for a confirming miracle of His existence but simply because she loved Him.

The Spirit could reveal to her childlike mind and heart the comfort all of us need and want. Jesus Christ lives, knows us, watches over us, and cares for us. In moments of pain, loneliness, or confusion, we do not need to see Jesus Christ to know that He is aware of our circumstances and that His mission is to bless.

I know from my own life that Eliza’s experience can be our own long after we leave childhood. In the early years of my career, I worked hard to secure a tenured professorship at Stanford University. I thought I had made a good life for myself and for my family. We lived close to my wife’s parents in very comfortable surroundings. By the world’s standards, I had achieved success. But I was given by the Church the chance to leave California and go to Ricks College in Rexburg, Idaho. My lifetime professional objectives might have been a pavilion dividing me from a loving Father who knew better than I did what my future could hold. But I was blessed to know that whatever success I had in my career and family life to that point was a gift from God. And so, like a child, I knelt in prayer to ask what I should do. I was able to hear a quiet voice in my mind that said, “It’s my school.” There was no pavilion shielding me from God. In faith and humility, I submitted my will to His and felt His care and closeness.

My years at Ricks College, during which I tried to seek God’s will and do it, kept the pavilion from covering me or obscuring God’s active role in my life. As I sought to do His work, I felt close to Him and felt assurance that He knew of my affairs and cared deeply for my happiness. But as they had at Stanford, worldly motivations began to present themselves to me. One was an attractive job offer, extended just as I was finishing my fifth year as president of Ricks College. I considered the offer and prayed about it and even discussed it with the First Presidency. They responded with warmth and a little humor but certainly not with any direction. President Spencer W. Kimball listened to me describe the offer I had received from a large corporation and said: “Well, Hal, that sounds like a wonderful opportunity! And if we ever needed you, we’d know where to find you.” They would have known where to find me, but my desires for professional success might have created a pavilion that would make it hard for me to find God and harder for me to listen to and follow His invitations.

 

My wife, sensing this, had a strong impression that we were not to leave Ricks College. I said, “That’s good enough for me.” But she insisted, wisely, that I must get my own revelation. And so I prayed again. This time I did receive direction, in the form of a voice in my mind that said, “I’ll let you stay at Ricks College a little longer.” My personal ambitions might have clouded my view of reality and made it hard for me to receive revelation.

 

Thirty days after I was blessed with the inspired decision to turn down the job offer and stay at Ricks College, the Teton Dam burst nearby. God knew that dam would burst and that hundreds of people would need help. He let me seek counsel and gain His permission to stay at Ricks College. He knew all the reasons that my service might still be valuable at the college and in Rexburg. So I was there to ask Heavenly Father frequently in prayer that He would have me do those things that would help the people whose property and lives had been damaged. I spent hours working with other people to clear mud and water from homes. My desire to know and do His will gave me a soul-stretching opportunity.

That incident illustrates another way we can create a barrier to knowing God’s will or feeling His love for us: we can’t insist on our timetable when the Lord has His own. I thought I had spent enough time in my service in Rexburg and was in a hurry to move on. Sometimes our insistence on acting according to our own timetable can obscure His will for us.

 

In Liberty Jail, the Prophet Joseph asked the Lord to punish those who persecuted the members of the Church in Missouri. His prayer was for sure and swift retribution. But the Lord responded that in “not many years hence,”4 He would deal with those enemies of the Church. In the 24th and 25th verses of the 121st section of the Doctrine and Covenants, He says:

“Behold, mine eyes see and know all their works, and I have in reserve a swift judgment in the season thereof, for them all;

“For there is a time appointed for every man, according as his works shall be.”5

We remove the pavilion when we feel and pray, “Thy will be done” and “in Thine own time.” His time should be soon enough for us since we know that He wants only what is best.

One of my daughters-in-law spent many years feeling that God had placed a pavilion over her. She was a young mother of three who longed for more children. After two miscarriages, her prayers of pleading grew anguished. As more barren years passed, she felt tempted to anger. When her youngest went off to school, the emptiness of her house seemed to mock her focus on motherhood—so did the unplanned and even unwanted pregnancies of acquaintances. She felt as committed and consecrated as Mary, who declared, “Behold the handmaid of the Lord.”6 But although she spoke these words in her heart, she could hear nothing in reply.

 

Hoping to lift her spirits, her husband invited her to join him on a business trip to California. While he attended meetings, she walked along the beautiful, empty beach. Her heart ready to burst, she prayed aloud. For the first time, she asked not for another child but for a divine errand. “Heavenly Father,” she cried, “I will give you all of my time; please show me how to fill it.” She expressed her willingness to take her family wherever they might be required to go. That prayer produced an unexpected feeling of peace. It did not satisfy her mind’s craving for certainty, but for the first time in years, it calmed her heart.

 

The prayer removed the pavilion and opened the windows of heaven. Within two weeks she learned that she was expecting a child. The new baby was just one year old when a mission call came to my son and my daughter-in-law. Having promised to go and do anything, anywhere, she put fear aside and took her children overseas. In the mission field she had another child—on a missionary transfer day.

Submitting fully to heaven’s will, as this young mother did, is essential to removing the spiritual pavilions we sometimes put over our heads. But it does not guarantee immediate answers to our prayers.

Abraham’s heart seems to have been right long before Sarah conceived Isaac and before they received their promised land. Heaven had other purposes to fulfill first. Those purposes included not only building Abraham and Sarah’s faith but also teaching them eternal truths that they shared with others on their long, circuitous route to the land prepared for them. The Lord’s delays often seem long; some last a lifetime. But they are always calculated to bless. They need never be times of loneliness or sorrow or impatience.

Although His time is not always our time, we can be sure that the Lord keeps His promises. For any of you who now feel that He is hard to reach, I testify that the day will come that we all will see Him face to face. Just as there is nothing now to obscure His view of us, there will be nothing to obscure our view of Him. We will all stand before Him, in person. Like my granddaughter, we want to see Jesus Christ now, but our certain reunion with Him at the judgment bar will be more pleasing if we first do the things that make Him as familiar to us as we are to Him. As we serve Him, we become like Him, and we feel closer to Him as we approach that day when nothing will hide our view.

The movement toward God can be ongoing. “Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world,”7 the Savior teaches. And then He tells us how:

“For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:

“Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

“Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?

“When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?

“Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?

“And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.”8

 

As we do what He would have us do for His Father’s children, the Lord considers it kindness to Him, and we will feel closer to Him as we feel His love and His approval. In time we will become like Him and will think of the Judgment Day with happy anticipation.

The pavilion that seems to be hiding you from God may be fear of man rather than this desire to serve others. The Savior’s only motivation was to help people. Many of you, as I have, have felt fear in approaching someone you have offended or who has hurt you. And yet I have seen the Lord melt hearts time after time, including my own. And so I challenge you to go for the Lord to someone, despite any fear you may have, to extend love and forgiveness. I promise you that as you do, you will feel the love of the Savior for that person and His love for you, and it will not seem to come from a great distance. For you, that challenge may be in a family, it may be in a community, or it may be across a nation.

 

But if you go for the Lord to bless others, He will see and reward it. If you do this often enough and long enough, you will feel a change in your very nature through the Atonement of Jesus Christ. Not only will you feel closer to Him, but you will also feel more and more that you are becoming like Him. Then, when you do see Him, as we all will, it will be for you as it was for Moroni when he said: “And now I bid unto all, farewell. I soon go to rest in the paradise of God, until my spirit and body shall again reunite, and I am brought forth triumphant through the air, to meet you before the pleasing bar of the great Jehovah, the Eternal Judge of both quick and dead. Amen.”9

If we serve with faith, humility, and a desire to do God’s will, I testify that the judgment bar of the great Jehovah will be pleasing. We will see our loving Father and His Son as They see us now—with perfect clarity and with perfect love. In the sacred name of Jesus Christ, amen.”

Saturday, October 23, 2021

Waiting for an answer

I keep this blog to preserve some of the memories and things on my mind that I don’t want to forget. This past week, I have been reading all about Joseph Smith’s experience in Liberty Jail. This time around, I felt so much tenderness for those pioneers who sacrificed so much, starting with the Smith family. Sad that many of us have forgotten all of what they went through as they were spelled from Missouri. I also can’t even imagine the despair and anxiety the prisoners must have felt in the Winter of 1838-1839 while incarcerated in Liberty jail. Not knowing when and waiting if they would be free must have been unbearable. I remember reading a post from Cristi about waiting that is worth sharing. 

 

 “A few weeks ago, Brooks and I watched this sunset as we talked about our hopes and dreams for our family. I snapped this photo on my phone so I could remember the peace we felt about moving forward with a decision we both felt was an answer to our prayers. We took a leap of faith...

...but our feet never touched the other side. Instead, our fervent desire vanished in a blink of an eye leaving only the remnant of this photograph.

We were back to the space where our prayers and answers meet. It’s that limbo space where if we humbly lean into faith, gratitude, and His love- our path will eventually illuminate to our unknown destination.

A wise friend once said, “Waiting is the sacred space between when our prayer is first offered and when it is finally answered. Waiting sits right in the middle of living. And life goes on while we wait. We may be waiting for something wonderful to happen; or until something horrible is finally over; we may be waiting for the slightest something that will keep our heart from breaking; or for something miraculous to cause a loved one’s heart or behavior to change. Waiting occupies so much of our time.”

If you’re currently waiting for something - a dream, an answer, or even waiting in line at the grocery store...practice consecrating that wait.

There is beauty there. There is growth there. It can be frustrating, scary, AND beautifully sacred all the same time.

He knows you. He hears you. You are loved.”

She took the words out of my mouth and I could not agree more. 

 

Con amor,

Vero